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Peace be upon all readers,
today i am writing as a normal teenage girl who have meet that one guy :)
Warning; this is going to be very bored for those who has no interest in my life. [strangers, trust me you will be snoring at the end of this scrabble]
Let's start plotting :)
The beginning- He was a friend of my best friend. we started to know each other through, oh well social networks as. i admit i 'scan through his profile before i approve him to my profile. My first impression on him was that he could be a 'play-boy perhaps' or a very social person or even a 'too friendly' type of guy not forgetting that it even cross my mind that he somehow has a crush on my best friend and just using me to get to her. How wrong i could miss judge such an amazing guy :)
The 1st sparks- it was weird when i get so attracted with his profile and pictures.he started a conversation with me in my inbox starting with this 2 letter word that will always stay in my mind ; 'hye cikgu'.
Let's start plotting :)
The beginning- He was a friend of my best friend. we started to know each other through, oh well social networks as. i admit i 'scan through his profile before i approve him to my profile. My first impression on him was that he could be a 'play-boy perhaps' or a very social person or even a 'too friendly' type of guy not forgetting that it even cross my mind that he somehow has a crush on my best friend and just using me to get to her. How wrong i could miss judge such an amazing guy :)
The 1st sparks- it was weird when i get so attracted with his profile and pictures.he started a conversation with me in my inbox starting with this 2 letter word that will always stay in my mind ; 'hye cikgu'.
The weirdest thing is that we are always coincidentally online at the same time and i would get so excited whenever he replies my inbox. at that point we only chatted about academic wise, it was exam period though~.
The 2nd sparks- He appears when i had already given up on my bored holiday! i have no one to text and chit chat frequently and i felt so dying~ He became my hero and shined my holiday! it begins when he asked for my phone number from my besty. and i can still remember the way he ask for my friends permission to text me. he is so decent. what a boy! we chatted non stop and from there we grew closer. We go through a process of knowing each other.
The 3rd sparks-in between the process without realizing i have deeply fallen for him. i was so entangle with his voice. he is so 'a dream guy of mine' but at that point i knew my boundaries.i dont know whether i love being just his bestfriend or i wanted better. He is the first guy that really start slow and smooth with a friendship,though he confuse my feelings time to time.
The present Sparks- Time flies, and now we are .... well essential to each other's life. our feeling grew stronger in between the laughter, the meet-ups,the tears,the smile,the pain, the joy and not forgetting several dramatic scenes. i cant express how thankful i am to ALLAH for granting me him. He is as close as perfect to me. every moment with him is so Cherish. I woke up every morning smiling knowing that i have him. and i sleep every night Praying to continue having reason for my Morning smile. :) i really had fallen deep for him, but.. i wasn't always happy,not because im sad, but because im worried. And that feeling does not want to fade away. maybe i am not strong enough to go through a new try. i was badly drown in my 1st relationship, it nearly kills me. every day i admit it will definitely cross my mind on 'how long can our love hold..'.. when will you get bored and start walking away... and every time i think of it, i shade tears and pray the best. i even think of it too much that i cried for two days but he manage to wipe of my sorrow spirit. yeah him! i am happy right now, felt very blessed indeed but 1 thing for sure my fear for not being with him still surround my daily life, and i will overcome it by converting my fear into prayer and keep smiling.
The repeated song for him ; '' please dont be in love with someone else, please dont have somebody waiting on you......'
The speech for him; if u r reading this, i wish that u know, u are the most magical thing that is happening to me, u manage to make me move forward and finally leave the past. What ever worries i have is not that i dont trust u but because u are too precious that sometimes i think it is impossible to be with u. i have been happy all this while, until today i stand strong because i knew i have you. i just love the way u care, love, advise, and how u will look so adorable nagging me to eat! the way u get so adorably jealous, the way u sound so childish, pampered , the way u get so worried and nearly cried and not to mention every time u melt my heart by singing those meaningful songs. All i ever wanted now is to make sure u are happy even if it doesnt include me. i hope u will never get bored and give up on this relationship. i will always pray the best for us :) One more, please dont Promise me anything because faith determines everything, and i dont want to hang on to all those promises, it might be painful because i always believe u :') Finally,, U are memey's number one AHM :) insyaallah alhamdulillah :)
A favour from Readers : simply Pray for us :)thank you
-----PRAY= BELIEVE= PATIENT------
The 2nd sparks- He appears when i had already given up on my bored holiday! i have no one to text and chit chat frequently and i felt so dying~ He became my hero and shined my holiday! it begins when he asked for my phone number from my besty. and i can still remember the way he ask for my friends permission to text me. he is so decent. what a boy! we chatted non stop and from there we grew closer. We go through a process of knowing each other.
The 3rd sparks-in between the process without realizing i have deeply fallen for him. i was so entangle with his voice. he is so 'a dream guy of mine' but at that point i knew my boundaries.i dont know whether i love being just his bestfriend or i wanted better. He is the first guy that really start slow and smooth with a friendship,though he confuse my feelings time to time.
The present Sparks- Time flies, and now we are .... well essential to each other's life. our feeling grew stronger in between the laughter, the meet-ups,the tears,the smile,the pain, the joy and not forgetting several dramatic scenes. i cant express how thankful i am to ALLAH for granting me him. He is as close as perfect to me. every moment with him is so Cherish. I woke up every morning smiling knowing that i have him. and i sleep every night Praying to continue having reason for my Morning smile. :) i really had fallen deep for him, but.. i wasn't always happy,not because im sad, but because im worried. And that feeling does not want to fade away. maybe i am not strong enough to go through a new try. i was badly drown in my 1st relationship, it nearly kills me. every day i admit it will definitely cross my mind on 'how long can our love hold..'.. when will you get bored and start walking away... and every time i think of it, i shade tears and pray the best. i even think of it too much that i cried for two days but he manage to wipe of my sorrow spirit. yeah him! i am happy right now, felt very blessed indeed but 1 thing for sure my fear for not being with him still surround my daily life, and i will overcome it by converting my fear into prayer and keep smiling.
The repeated song for him ; '' please dont be in love with someone else, please dont have somebody waiting on you......'
The speech for him; if u r reading this, i wish that u know, u are the most magical thing that is happening to me, u manage to make me move forward and finally leave the past. What ever worries i have is not that i dont trust u but because u are too precious that sometimes i think it is impossible to be with u. i have been happy all this while, until today i stand strong because i knew i have you. i just love the way u care, love, advise, and how u will look so adorable nagging me to eat! the way u get so adorably jealous, the way u sound so childish, pampered , the way u get so worried and nearly cried and not to mention every time u melt my heart by singing those meaningful songs. All i ever wanted now is to make sure u are happy even if it doesnt include me. i hope u will never get bored and give up on this relationship. i will always pray the best for us :) One more, please dont Promise me anything because faith determines everything, and i dont want to hang on to all those promises, it might be painful because i always believe u :') Finally,, U are memey's number one AHM :) insyaallah alhamdulillah :)
A favour from Readers : simply Pray for us :)thank you
-----PRAY= BELIEVE= PATIENT------
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