it's all about being pathetic memey :)

i dont know what im feeling,

i dont remember what to think, 

i dont understand a thing..

im confused and scared,

 shall it be the right time to start hoping?

shall it be the right time to avoid hopes? 

shall i? must i?

i have the same feelings again, except its stronger, but im scared..

no scars should be open,, i cant afford the pain again! 

when will it heal and stop haunting me?

i am afraid of even starting to think about the 'L' i knew it was to soon for me to fall in, 

i have not known enough, this is just plain wrong! 

but i felt comfort when we shared. 

i am not afraid of failing to begin,, i am just afraid of the painful ending..