The unplanned

Salam,hey there everybody. All right, this post wasn’t written on the below date, it was heart written on 28/8/11, a very beautiful day for a very young girl like me! All right slow those thought there reader, no there was no engagement or wedding for me okay.  But......emmm hmmm as i was lying down.. the memory of today kept playing its tape in my head and made me smile like nobody business.  I couldn’t sleep although i was really tired, my body is aching like seriously. I couldn’t stand long due to whatever im having, oh well adjourning to my lovely reality here. It was an unplanned meet up with THE young chap, my mom and i. To tell you it was splendid. I really wanted to meet him up, but in the other hand my heart says its better to be distance. So there was no eager hope. Faith took it roles. Waking up with neither expectation nor preparation, we were to the same place at the same point. He is so afraid to meet my mom, i was so afraid to see both of them seeing each other. All right, of course i was a little too shy to meet him too. The best part is they went on so well. Mom was so friendly and acceptable, you should see how mom was at home preparing herself for the unexpected outing despite being sick, she took serious on how she look, what she wear. Oh dear im a little confuse whose boyfriend it shall be. Ahaha they chatted and as usual mom started sharing my baby secret story! =.=’’ well the magical part of everything is that, i felt so close to him, i couldn’t even imagine to meet him , to confront him, to be with him , but when he is finally in front of me, standing in reality, gish im speechless and i felt so comfortable as if we had meet up a thousand times, there is no space between us, no gap of shyness and i love every moment of it. I couldn’t thank god enough for the memories he gave, for the chances he provided, for a life that i felt so bless, this could be seen so typical and usual but it meant the world to me, it impacted real big. To finally have my mom to mix well not just with him but with my life is really the biggest dream i could dream of.  Thank you Allah.  [crying of happiness, can i not let tonight go] ;’(